This has been a great week for feeling good about myself as a writer.
My short story “A Familiar’s Predicament” has been accepted for publication in the next Sword and Sorceress anthology. This was a cold submission to a very limited market, so the acceptance felt very good. I’ll let you know when it comes out.
Speaking of things coming out, my short story “A Green Moon Problem” is now live at Lightspeed Magazine. You can read it on-line or download it. There’s even an audio version, which I admit to thinking is pretty neat. The “Author Spotlight” interview is worth reading, since it delves into the details of how the story came to be. However, for this reason, it contains a number of spoilers. Consider yourself warned and read the story first!
Later on release day, I had a foreign magazine request permission to translate “A Green Moon Problem.” That was a nice pat on the head!
As you may recall, earlier this month my short story “Unexpected Flowers” came out in the May/June edition of Asimov’s Science Fiction Magazine. Last week, when reviewing that particular issue of the magazine, Adam Troy Castro praised “Unexpected Flowers” in these words: “There’s the short story, ‘Unexpected Flowers’ by Jane Lindskold, unquestionably one of the great short stories of this or any other year.”
Big smile!
I also did a lot of writing. Wolf’s Search is now nicely taking shape. I still have a lot to write and, even after the rough draft is completed, I’ll be spending time polishing. However, Blind Seer has stopped growling at me. In general, I’m feeling good about the shape of the evolving narrative.
I also started fleshing out the details of another short story…
So, which is the most important of these? While the praise for “Unexpected Flowers” was terrific, and the really positive reactions to “A Green Moon Problem” were great, and having “A Familiar’s Predicament” accepted for publication made me glow, the best part was the writing.
Why? Because writing is something I can influence. Next week I won’t have a new story out. Or someone might decide they absolutely hate “Unexpected Flowers” or “A Green Moon Problem.” Getting another acceptance isn’t really likely, although I do have another story or two out there being looked at, so it’s not impossible. (So’s a rejection!)
But writing is something I can do that relies on me. I’m my sole audience, my biggest critic. I haven’t started keeping track of my daily work count because, to this point, I’ve been going back and forth, fleshing scenes out, cutting extraneous detail, writing myself notes, and things like that. Sometimes a hard day’s work has ended up with a negative regarding words written. But as long as the story gets better, I go to bed feeling good.
This is not saying that last week’s reminders that there are people out there I’ve never met who think my stories are worth reading don’t make sitting down to write day after day feel a little less futile. Writing is a very solitary job. Positive feedback, when it comes, feels good.
Now, off to do more writing!